Don't let your doubt become your reality

 For the longest time in my youth, I never actually knew what I wanted to do with my life. I kinda grew up around a lot of negative mindsets and people, and when the time came to go to university, it was sort of decided for me where I would go. I hadn't put too much thought into what I wanted to study either, but I didn't think I knew what else I'd do if I didn't go to uni. since then, I've kind of juts been going along with whatever life threw at me. I've hardly ever felt in control of my life, and I never felt like I would ever be allowed to spend my life doing what I like to do. And I think for a large majority of my life I didn't really know what I enjoyed either. Adolescent depression hit me at 12 years old and since then I just felt hopeless about life and the future. I felt stuck in my parents' home, and to be completely honest, I still feel very stuck in this same house at 25. The only difference now, is that I decided I have to pivot and make a change so I can start taking control of my life. I don't know where this journey will take me, but I know I have to start somewhere. I've consumed enough personal development, entrepreneurship and business content to have build a strong-willed mindset to make a success of this. Don't get me wrong, I have plenty of doubts, but I know well enough by now that doubts are just thoughts and unless you allow your thoughts to become a reality in your own personal life, they will remain as thoughts and have no power over your actual life. 

So if you're in a place as well in life where you're feeling stuck, don't give up. Just because no-one else believes in you, that doesn't mean you can't believe in your own abilities to make something happen. I believe in you. 

:)

Janie